
In the Buddhist religion, when a grandparent pasts away, the grandsons are encouraged to become monks for the duration of the funeral. Becoming a monk requires a ritualistic ceremony, complete shaving of the head, eye brows, and all other facial hair, and residence in a Buddhist temple. In the temple, monks are only allowed to snack until noon, when they receive their only meal of the day. After that, they are only allowed to consume liquids. Monks are also required to wear nothing but an orange robe draped just around the shoulders and the hips. No underwear. All thoughts of alcohol, partying, drugs, sex, anything pleasurable, are absolutely prohibited. One is required to want nothing and need nothing. One is supposed to be at peace with whatever they have. Doing this is the sign of utmost respect towards your passed one.
However, I’m on the fence. My brother is doing it. All of my other guy cousins are doing it. But they’re doing it on friday. I won’t be there til saturday afternoon. I really love my hair. AND my eyebrows for that matter. I’m going to TAO about a week after that too. I know… People are going to give me shit for not doing it. My mom however, the most important figure in my life, told me that it’s really up to me. She said it isn’t her choice or anybody else’s. But rather, it’s my own. It will be good for me, but it’s really up to me. I really don’t know if I want to do it. Become a monk? If it was any other time of the year, I would. However, right now is the absolute wrong time. I am sad. I feel bad for not doing it. I really do. But I don’t think I will. I am sorry Grandpa. I still really love you, and I hope you understand.






For Jaymie. i felt like drawing these cause of you. x3 haha
These are amazing Mikey. :] I love the way you sketch. I love your emphasis on long legs. I love long legs. Hahaha I’m pretty impressed right now. Gorgeous job. Keep up the good work! :D
Freja Beha Erichsen for Twin Magazine.
She’s absolutely gorgeous. I can’t even say anything else.

Big Pocket Tank

Printed Spandex Jersey Harem Pants

Demin Runner Short (navy)

Denim Runner Short (black)

Nub Ribbed Knee High Socks
LIST: christmas wish #12
American Apparel. My favorite store. I love simplicity. Buy me pretty anything from here and I’ll be satisfied. :]



LIST: christmas wish #11
REAL fox tail keychains by Chubby Boob. They’re sooo pretty! And it’d make it easier to find my keys in my big ol’ bags.


LIST: christmas wish #10
- Turquoise Chopper Headphones
- Zumeered Mirror Headphones (gold)
I want big headphones. Big, pretty, soft headphones. :]



LIST: christmas wish #9
Fannypak Team Shirts. Lol I’m a fan.
“3 (Director’s Cut)” by Britney Spears
I like this video so much more than the official one. See.. she CAN dance!!!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D
I don’t like condoms, do you?
- No i really don’t. I feel like they kill the mood to try and put on. Haha but uhh I guess it’s smarter if I do use them…
So I’ve been hearing a lot of talk about your cheesecake. Can I have the recipe?
- 4 packages of cream cheese, 4 eggs, 1 cup of sugar, 3 tablespoons of vanilla. It’s not about the ingredients though. The secret is the way you make it. It requires very specific and time sensitive instructions. Good luck!

HAHAHAHAHHHAA
- OMFG CHRIS! You would taint my fucking formspring. This is sooooo disgusting.
Spit or swallow?
- Ehhh swallow. ;]
What ethnicity are you?
- I am one half Laotian, a quarter Thai, and a quarter Chinese. However, I usually only identify myself as Lao and Thai. There is nothing Chinese about my life or culture, except for my last name.
I think you’re really cute, and I want to get to know you better. I’m just too scared to tell you in person.
- Why do people do this? Lol, just tell me… I’m not gonna like shun you from my life. If anything, we WILL get closer, regardless of what happens. Haha :]
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| — | Mark Esguerra |










20.
Adults often times look at children and wonder how fast they grow. Right now, in college, I have nobody to watch me grow. So I watched myself grow. I’ll admit it. I have changed a lot since I’ve been in college. I know what I want. Who my friends are. And I established myself as my very own person, inconsiderate of how others will feel about it. I am me.
Looking through photos, considering everything I’ve done in college, I’ve realized how much I’ve grown in the past 2 years. The age of 18 was such a milestone. I really didn’t want it to end, but at the same time, I wanted to be older. 2 years. Just 2 years.
Look at me now. As of today, I am 20 years of age. No longer a teenager. No longer a kid. I am an adult.
WHAT THE FUCK! THEY’RE SINGING TO ME! -_______- BYE!
(via itsbritneybitch)
#1 =]
My top 3 favorites are…
1. W magazine, 3rd row, 5th column
2. Rolling Stone, 5th row, 2nd column
3. Esquire, 3rd row, 4th column
Hheheheheheheee! <3
hi, say hi to JP tell him it’s ken. lates.
- Hi! ummm okay. I did. lol
Which of the dresses you have made is your favorite?
- I still love my gold satin strapless tube dress, with the golden peasant tail feathers.
Do you think Mark and Maritess will end up together?
- The day Mark gets over cock, yes! Most definitely.
How many inches if your penis?
- The same number as the number of my mother’s siblings.
Where in the Philippines were you brown?
- Are you fucking kidding me? I’m not even filipino. Calm down.
Malaki ba ang ulo mo?
- …………………………………… huh?
How many first years do you love?
- Hahaha uhhhh like 2 or 3 of them, as friends anyway.
What is your favorite drug?
- Ecstasy laced with a little bit of speed.
Aye, finish doing my jeans. - Mark Esguerra p.s. BOL
- Yo, I don’t know which jeans you left for me. I ain’t cho fairy godmotha!
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This is really making my heart race. <3 17 more days :]